waiting.....

ughh...is it too much to ask for  to have:

1. a dependable,steady,"predictable (in schedule and pay)"  job?
2. a place of my own. So I can do what I want, when I want.Decorate how I want. Tell people to leave when I want.
3. a kitty.

thats.all. i. ask.


it's like ....  a present I know is under the tree, I've asked and hoped for it for so long,and I've been told that's what the wrapped package is,but when I got to retrieve it, there's a  guard dog,or a cliff,or a canyon...or something blocking me....